Be encouraged my friend.

God is not done with you. At times we feel like we've really blown it and that God is done with us. Yet his word says that his mercies are never ending. Or it could be that our problem just seems too big. Remember that we serve a big God and He sees the whole picture. The bible says that a righteous man may fall seven times but get back up each time. It is with God's help that we are able to do it. So be encouraged and trust in God. God loves you still.